So here I am, just three weeks to go before I go to Melbourne, feeling overly emotional about leaving my friends and families. I hate to say that, I just realized how I don’t have enough quality time with them. I spent most of the time mugging and doing self rehabilitation (hours of tv/books/browsing, yes it does make me feel very entertained, especially tv).

I was listening to a song The Scientist by Coldplay and it struck really hard. I close my eyes, reminiscing over the past 6 years. I thought, wow, I’ve been through A LOT of things; break ups, fights, crushes, jealousy, overworked, worries, sadness, blindly in love, stupid thoughts, stupid acts, achievements, pretty much everything. What I wouldn’t give to relive those moments. 18 years doesn’t feel that long, as if it was just yesterday I wore a red and black checked skirt and a bow tie, giggling with my girls about our crushes and seniors in junior high and suddenly here I am, about to make the biggest step in my life so far, entering college in Melbourne.

I remember some people who walked into my life but then didn’t make it to the present. I realized how sometimes, without purpose I kicked people who love me out of my life, for no reason. There is this little part of me hate it to be alone, but I think I have develop a stronger attitude of doing everything on my own cause I never want to trouble others (I live by the rule, if I don’t bother others then they won’t bother me). But I must say, I’m surprised with these people, who came and manage to stay in my life. I couldn’t kick them out, I might have done that but they manage to find their way back.

To my family

To my girls

To my friends

To my teachers

To all of my ex

Wherever you guys are

I’m gonna miss you guys SO MUCH

I raise my glass, to our yesterdays

Today

and days to come

                                        The Scientist - Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, lets go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start.

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

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